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The Ghost Who Wanted Me Dead

A woman felt an overwhelming urge to end her life in a new apartment. The reason was more terrifying than any mental illness.

7 viewsΒ·4 min readΒ·Jun 5, 2026
I believe the ghost of a suicide victim tried to get me to kill myself too.

It started subtly. A feeling of being watched. Then, a crushing sadness that came out of nowhere. For one woman, a new apartment became a place of intense despair, leading her to thoughts she never imagined.

She was happily married and generally content with her life. But moving into this particular place changed everything. The darkness felt all-consuming, and the thoughts of ending it all became shockingly frequent. It was a level of depression she had never experienced before.

A New Home, A Dark Presence

The apartment felt wrong from the start. A constant sense of unease settled over the woman, making her feel like a stranger in her own home. The walls seemed to press in, and the air grew heavy with an unspoken sorrow.

This wasn't just a bad mood. It was a profound, soul-crushing sadness that would strike without warning. Tears would fall for no apparent reason, and a persistent, dark fantasy began to take hold in her mind. She found herself drawn to a specific room, a place where the ceiling beams seemed to mock her with their height.

The Haunting Thoughts

In that room, the idea of hanging herself from the rafters became a recurring thought. She would stand there, looking up, imagining the creaking of the wood as the cause of her death. It was a chillingly vivid image, one that felt both terrifying and strangely compelling.

She tried to rationalize it, thinking perhaps a hidden mental illness was surfacing. She had no history of such severe depression, and her life outside the apartment was still good. This made the internal struggle even more confusing and isolating.

"I was seriously suicidal, despite being happily married and genuinely enjoying life before moving into this place."

This disconnect between her external life and internal turmoil was deeply disturbing. The apartment seemed to be the trigger, a place where her deepest fears and darkest impulses were amplified.

A Neighbor's Chilling Revelation

Months into their stay, a neighbor offered a piece of history that sent a shiver down her spine. An elderly woman, a long-time resident of the building, shared a story from the late 1980s. A young woman had taken her own life in that very apartment, hanging herself from the rafters in the room that had so disturbed the current tenant.

The neighbor described the deceased as unfriendly and solitary. She recalled that the woman was discovered by a passerby who saw her hanging in front of the window. This detail eerily matched the fantasies the current tenant had been experiencing.

A Pattern of Despair

The neighbor then revealed something even more unsettling. She mentioned that every young female tenant who had lived in that apartment since the suicide, and who was between the ages of 25 and 30, had experienced similar troubles. None of them had renewed their leases past the first year.

At 27 years old, the current tenant was the exact same age as the woman who had died there years before. The coincidence was too stark to ignore. The neighbor described these past tenants as "troubled," a word that now felt like an understatement.

The Decision to Leave

This information was the final straw. The feeling of being watched, the overwhelming sadness, the suicidal thoughts all clicked into place with a terrifying clarity. The apartment wasn't just a building; it felt like a trap.

Her husband agreed. The thought of continuing to live there, with the knowledge of its tragic past and the potential influence of whatever lingered, was unbearable. They decided to move out immediately, even though it meant a significant financial loss.

They had several months left on their lease, so they ended up paying double rent for a period. But the cost of their mental well-being was far greater than any financial penalty. Leaving the apartment was an act of self-preservation.

Recovery and Lingering Fear

Remarkably, the day they moved out, the woman's mental state began to improve. The oppressive sadness lifted, and the dark thoughts vanished. Her mind felt clear for the first time in months. Her recovery was almost instantaneous, proving how deeply the environment had affected her.

She is now convinced that the spirit of the young woman who died there was present in the apartment. She believes this presence was somehow trying to influence her, to make her repeat the same tragic fate. The ghost, perhaps trapped in her own despair, sought companionship in misery.

It’s a chilling thought, one that blurs the line between mental health struggles and the possibility of supernatural influence. Was it a disturbed spirit, or a place that amplified existing vulnerabilities? The woman believes the former, and the swiftness of her recovery after leaving suggests something truly unusual was at play.

The story serves as a stark reminder that sometimes, the places we inhabit can hold onto more than just memories. They can carry energies, emotions, and perhaps even the echoes of those who suffered within their walls, reaching out across time to those who are most susceptible.

How does this make you feel?

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